happy panda

yup.

And also I love weed but can’t smoke till the blood goes away
I take one hit every three days :/ even though I shouldn’t
A person said I could only take one

So. I got hit/ran over by a truck. I almost died, they sent me to a hospital in a flying thing, I don’t remember what it was called, but they put me in a coma to get as much blood as they could get from my brain, the right side, then for some reason I woke up to soon, and almost died again
Then because I couldn’t breath or eat or some other stuff they put tubes down my throat, I pulled them out  I don’t know why but I almost died again, they put them back
They said to my family, and my woman, I would never be the same, and I would never remember anything and I can’t walk, and I would be there for a year
I was only there a month, I am the same person, and my memory is coming back slowly
I can’t write well, I forgot movies, names, and more, but I will get it all back one day
At least I learned how to space out my words
I was there for four weeks but I can only remember one
When I was someone else during the others, I said I was 12 and my name is Agnes, and I was in my dorm, so every time I saw a nurse I would yell at her and kick and hit her, when they gave me food or drinks that I didn’t like I would throw them acrost the room
When I was to hot I didn’t care who saw me I would take all my clothes off, my family knows what I look like now
Then the last week I couldnt understand why I was there, and my nurse dad and woman told me a lot, some of it they shouldn’t have, cause I can’t be to sad or upset, and I have to tell the truth at all times to help myself
It’s hard
Thanks to my phone it helps what I forgot to spell, but I’m bad at writing, I can’t remember other stuff
I repeat myself all the time
I shaved all my hair off cause it hurt, and the hospital only shaved half
But I have amazing people
My girl saved me, she saw it, and she tried to pull me out of the way, then she saw me seizure in the street, and the people cut all my cloths off and fly me away, then she took off work and stayed next to the hospital for 10 days, and came to visit as much as she could
She is really good to me at home too, I love her so much
Then my dad stayed the whole time, came in every day, he takes amazing care of me, he did even they paper work I couldn’t handle, all I did was sign I love him so much
My Grammy built something for me because she’s a shawmen and praid every night:) 
My cousin who feels like my brother messaged me every day, and drew for me
My best friend Rachel came to visit Hecka, she made me smile, and she messaged me every day, and she still does, she is amazing
And my best friend rose did also! 
And there is so many more people that love, visited, and take care of me
It made me happy to write all this, I did it once, but when I put my phone down I couldn’t make it come back
Oh yeah, I can’t use the Internet well, people show me how, but no one is awake in my dads house
But I just wanted to post this somewhere, I don’t care who sees this
I just wish I said everything
Oh and this is a picture I took the day I got out
I’m doing better, and it’s beautiful View high resolution

So. I got hit/ran over by a truck. I almost died, they sent me to a hospital in a flying thing, I don’t remember what it was called, but they put me in a coma to get as much blood as they could get from my brain, the right side, then for some reason I woke up to soon, and almost died again
Then because I couldn’t breath or eat or some other stuff they put tubes down my throat, I pulled them out I don’t know why but I almost died again, they put them back
They said to my family, and my woman, I would never be the same, and I would never remember anything and I can’t walk, and I would be there for a year
I was only there a month, I am the same person, and my memory is coming back slowly
I can’t write well, I forgot movies, names, and more, but I will get it all back one day
At least I learned how to space out my words
I was there for four weeks but I can only remember one
When I was someone else during the others, I said I was 12 and my name is Agnes, and I was in my dorm, so every time I saw a nurse I would yell at her and kick and hit her, when they gave me food or drinks that I didn’t like I would throw them acrost the room
When I was to hot I didn’t care who saw me I would take all my clothes off, my family knows what I look like now
Then the last week I couldnt understand why I was there, and my nurse dad and woman told me a lot, some of it they shouldn’t have, cause I can’t be to sad or upset, and I have to tell the truth at all times to help myself
It’s hard
Thanks to my phone it helps what I forgot to spell, but I’m bad at writing, I can’t remember other stuff
I repeat myself all the time
I shaved all my hair off cause it hurt, and the hospital only shaved half
But I have amazing people
My girl saved me, she saw it, and she tried to pull me out of the way, then she saw me seizure in the street, and the people cut all my cloths off and fly me away, then she took off work and stayed next to the hospital for 10 days, and came to visit as much as she could
She is really good to me at home too, I love her so much
Then my dad stayed the whole time, came in every day, he takes amazing care of me, he did even they paper work I couldn’t handle, all I did was sign I love him so much
My Grammy built something for me because she’s a shawmen and praid every night:)
My cousin who feels like my brother messaged me every day, and drew for me
My best friend Rachel came to visit Hecka, she made me smile, and she messaged me every day, and she still does, she is amazing
And my best friend rose did also!
And there is so many more people that love, visited, and take care of me
It made me happy to write all this, I did it once, but when I put my phone down I couldn’t make it come back
Oh yeah, I can’t use the Internet well, people show me how, but no one is awake in my dads house
But I just wanted to post this somewhere, I don’t care who sees this
I just wish I said everything
Oh and this is a picture I took the day I got out
I’m doing better, and it’s beautiful

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